Last nite i had a quarrel with moii stepfather... damn 1 prob haven finish another prob appear....
wtf
heaven is playiin a fool of mii....
my stepfather owae tend to scold mii to go bck to my father there
even n0e i wont
he just there to hurt mii....
i noe there no one in the world wan mii...
i am just a unwanted child....
i knew i am a child hu r not suppose to belong in tis world... i knew it...
evey adult just wana push mii to each other....
AM I REALLY SO WORTHLESS!
yap... perhaps.....
The EARth will continue to spin....
THE time continue to run....
even the world is without mii.....
i haviin great headach.....

2dae... i woke up quite late....
to avoid seein my stepfather
goiin to library...
then so numb in my heart....feelin so tired
just happen to remember tat there still frenz oso gt boro bks...
wana to remind cry....
not sure she gt boro bks a not
just wana to remind her... yet i saw so hot temper reply tat she din boro bks...
is ok is ok... i told moiiself...
then she reply is her frenz send de... hahas...hahas.... well is none of my business on wat she sent...
i give up....
nothing is ever important to mii now.....
i so tired...
i thinkiin of cutin myself to end my life since it is so meaningless....
yet i am not so brave...
so tat is just a minor cut on my hand.... which not enough to cost my life... haha...
yap... laughter is bitter....

after g0iin to the library.... i dunwana to go hm so soon... i was wanderiin around .....
until i was cryiin alone at the roadside... i duno...
hahas....
so hopeless is mii....
everythin i kept so long ....i wana breakfree of the past...
yet i can0t chang any factual things tat had past....
haha...


darkness is ahead of mii...yet i have no choice but to move forward....

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Witch
Sweet 18
23 October 1991; Scorpio
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