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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Sumtiimee i tend to freak 0ut verii easy ...dunno y....
owae get so moody.... a bit sad....

i read a book abt a gal hu keep thinkiin of the past... in the end .... makiin her life miserable

sometiime i think wat izzit abt PAST?


PAST is sumtiin tat have alreadi happened....easiily forget? perhaps sumtiime.....
yet the part which ppl reali wana forget simply canot get of their minds....

Often i was thinkiin abt if One daE i could lose moii memory... then tat will be good....maybe tat time i will be sad tat i forget abt the happi tiimee i have spent....i will hat3 moiiself tat y i even canot remember anyOne and even moiiself....maybe i will angry which moiiself for makiin those ppl hu lOve mii to be sad and worryiin for mii... maybe.... maybe...


Yet i still wana to forget eveythiin.... regardless it could be happy or sad....
LiFE is hard and miserable to mii.....
i like fantasy.... i like dream.... yet i know all wont happen
I wrotE story abt miracle.....i wish it will reali happen yet is funny tat i nv believe in it...
a bit contradiictiin moiiself... haiz.....


LIFE is hopless to mii.... i wana leave everything to FATE......


there is a qus tat i see recently :

IF THERE IS ONE DAY U CAN CHOOSE SOMEONE TO BE DISAPPEAR IN THIS WORLD , WHO U WANA CHOSE?

1. THE PERSON U HATE
2. THE PERSON U LOVE
3.EVEYONE IN THE WORLD
4.THE PERSON HU LOVE U
5.THE PERSON HU HATE U
6.YOURSELF


anyone wana answer the qus?...
i chose 6....
i maybe will hate moiiself for mii timid and wana escape....frm tis world...
but if tat reali happen , i wont regret....


The most good thing i learn frm past is wat is done canot be undone... therefore.... i wont do sumthiing tat i will regret... but i think i should put in anOther wae..... i wont regret anythiin i have d0ne as it was moii own choice even if it hurt....


PAIN make ppl feel numb....
dun even think of it if r hurt one day
if u wana cry... think of the bright side....

dun ever make urself used to the feelin of beiin hurt....
or u soon find out tat ur life is hell ....

LIFE is short , everyone experienced sad , happy , anger.
No matter wat ,treasure NOw , better than keep think of the past even though is all happy memeory as memeory is somethin tat will fade in mind.....
At the same tiime , dun pinned too much hope in future... hu noe perhaps one day ur life will totally change? maybe u will die in any second (touchwood) .
u canot control past nor futurn therefore N0w is the time u should be thinkiin of.....


world of moii dream... i am tired to continue in this long journey of searchiin for u , a person hu does not belong to any place....wana give up... there no mircale.....just wana to forget abt eveythin and start a new life...

i dreamt about you and me at 11:44 PM.
Although you're not with me,
No one could ever replace you.
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