wa... 2dae actually i work frm 12pm to 9 pm de.... then... paiseh... i 12pm then wake up... so i am LATE!! ... wa.... then i too slack ... i abt mon exam so i went home at 6pm... haha... too lazy le... or else i wont cal xiia0 zhu le.... hahas.... siian... then one important thing to note : THIS FEW DAES DUN EVER BELIEVE WAT U HEAR AND SEE FRM CLEVE ... HE JUST BEIN LAME!! ALTHOUGH I OSO LA... HAHA....siian i now wana slp but haiz.... watchiin tv... oso dreamiin in process~~~~
world of moii dream....
everythin was abt moii dream...
i hopiin to meet him.. my prince charmiin in moii dream....
yet i waited and waited nth happen...
i alwae had a nitemare tat i alway in darkness runiing endlessly...
there no one there to hlp mii....
i saw a person....my love one
yet instead of walkiin toward mii
i saw him walkiin away.... without any hesitation...
i knew i am done for....
my heart sank.... everything is the end of world.....
tear just could not stop and i..... .... ...
now simply just wana forget him....
ps:to hz... i not in love but tis few lines behind is to remind mii of the story i am writing... i just keepiin a accord of moii feeliin.... dun think too much....
i dreamt about you and me at 5:53 AM.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
now quite bolia0... so i blog lol... then i saw moii tag... e.... i vomit blood le... ClEVE reali gt nothing to do siia... so lame... then so sad hz dun accept mii... haha... sharon where pathetic... xiia0 guii sae love her 4eva le... still wana snatch moii hz.... cleve not counted although he moii "" la0 g0ng'''... hahas....2dae so tired... i din do anything la... is sleep until too tired =.=. hahas... i chat wit a guy til 7am yesterdae siia... cos... he leavin to duno which hell to work then next yr then i can meet him in msn again... by the wae... he is in malaysia... i know him through icq so i din meet him b4 la... but he still moii friend... i will miss him de.... nv forget... love is magic.....he like magic a lot... so he magician then i like magic oso.... but i wana be a witch.... hahas.... black magic....
world of moii dream.... where fate pass , should i just give up.... moii heart die since the moment he forget abt mii....
i dreamt about you and me at 5:00 AM.
World of moii dream.... i met him.... the guy..... hu does not exist in tis world.... hopiin tat he will think of mii even for just 1 sec... yet no hope.... sadness.....hahas.... i gonna writing a story... tis few dae but in chinese.... haha... if gt chance i will blog it la... mon 'O' lvl for chinese... so happi
i dreamt about you and me at 5:59 AM.
yesterdae too late so i nv blog... hahas ... last dae of school.... yoz... then after tat i go work... so tired.... i gt bdae present frm hz and ocen ... hz... their present although is simple but make mii so touched... hahas... love u hz.... mow lazy yo typr... i 2dae went out wit white pig .... hahas....
i dreamt about you and me at 5:55 AM.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
HAhas... i bloggin again... then CLEVE'r' duno scare until lyk wat... l0llhs..he sae canot rite his name so i use PSK.....hahas.... 2dae i gt bck moii report bk.... not bad la the results but drop le... anywae glad tat i promote.... haha....nth to rite le.... just wantiin to sae PSK oso big bullyx... aware of him...world of moii dreams.... i love u but u will nv noe....The sadness thing in tis world is sumtiihing cal HAPPINESS
i dreamt about you and me at 7:58 AM.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
sumthin to sae.... sumtimme real sad when there are a lot of conflict... but i hope all my frenz... will stay happi... tis is my birthdae wish... dun disappoint miiworld of moii dreamz......... i hope to stay forever in my dreamz.... c moii loves ones
i dreamt about you and me at 4:40 AM.
sry... too long din blog le... cos i spoilt moii mouse... ytr was moiii bdae... then stupid CLEVE ps mii.... nanny nanny poo poo... he sae wana hack mii... i so pathetic... he alwae bully mii.... ytr... i went to vivo city eith my beloved sharon , chandra , wei long and xiiao guii... yoz.... cos no time we just stay ther a while din even shop .... siian...thenn.... after tat i went bck... xiiao guii send mii bck... we chat a while then i went hm lol.... ( CLEVE better stop tokiin rubbish ).... i receive many happi bdae sms but quite sad as many ppl 4get moii bdae.... siian..... then i just wake cos i slpp 17h... haha... now dreamiin in process...worLd of moii dreamz.... sumwhere over the rainbow... i found u .....
i dreamt about you and me at 4:14 AM.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
BOliao ... i noe 2dae my third blog le.... i think i need to clear out sumthin ...
TO KPO : dun tok too much rubbish... lol... i like jokes but not too far k... stop tokiin abt ... aiya is abt sumthin like rumour la.... i noe many ppl noe de.... lol... is fake k.... especially CLEVE.... haha....
@dae hz ps mii and oso reject mii.... aiya heart break liiao .... canot write too much .... lata i kana scold by her =.=
i dreamt about you and me at 7:16 AM.
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i am so ... boliao until wantiin to sumthing stupid ... ai ya... dun mind mii
i am now writin a chinese story abt a sick girl gonna die and how she and her bf treasure their time together.... and i started by the scene tat the girl died.... they are on the mountain ... blah~blah~!
lazy to write then idea bomb.....lol.... i wrote many sad stories ... sumppl sae good sum sae bad... to mii okok nia.... but i still hope to be writer.... HOPE NIa .... duno can a not la
(moii english sUX but dun wish to fail english )
Sumtiimee i realli duno wat a frenz really for and wat is abt love.... lol... now youngster like to jump into hell themselves.... when they stead they sae is sweet .... when they break... wow.... is like end of the world ....dots....then y dun evryone go die better than stayiin in tis world makiin urself soooo depressed....lol... frenz .... actually i quite pratical .... i not realli too quiet is just sumtiimee nothing to sae then i hate to beat around the bush so i shut up....or i dunlike the person i won't talk too much and i TOO LAZY to talk....|||....is not dao or proud lo
then abt handphone issue.... moii is no colour phone la.... y many ppl like ask y i dun get colour phone.... i admit tat i am verii practical juat like wat hz 's frenz sae.... phone is sumthin for mii to contact others... nothing else....lol... i won't wana waste my $$ to buy expensive colour phone ....lol... i not sayiin tat other ppl waste $$ ... is just tat everyone got different opinion to life, to the way they livin , to wat they want and like....
In a way tat.... i won't noe whether i like sumthing a not.... i know i am blur... consfused , lazy ... but so wat.... tis is moii way of liviin and it won't change just becos ppl sae anything ....just like a fight or conflict happen if is not life and death matter or i not invovled.... i will just think is none of my business.... is not i duncare frenz or wat.... is moii way of treatiin thing.... perhaps a bit weird... but is my character...lol
a bit long.... i boliao but lazy to write le....
i dreamt about you and me at 11:06 PM.
2dae... finally the last dae of eXam !! hope i reallY dunhav to retain .... i gotten bck my amath and emath le... pass... i quite happy then i oso know i pass lit ... yoz.... haiz... xiiao guii ... despite workiin so hard ... he... anywae ... hope he will cheer up ... sadness .... lala... cleve sae i canot typr todae verii sian so i now type todae verii boliao sia... heeez....lol...lol...lol
yoz.... hz... wana accept mii ?
hahaz....
love ya.....
i dreamt about you and me at 10:48 PM.
siian... 2day amath sur fail...physic... failemath.... maybe failamath.... sure faillit.... maybe failss.....maybe passchinese..... passchem.... dunobio.... sure sure failenglish... okok sian wana shout out loud....
i dreamt about you and me at 7:11 AM.
siian ...wat to tok abt ?
a book
a story i just read.... boriing? dun read lol
a gal ... she is alway verii lonely .... no friends ... she alway alone as she is far too shy and does not know how to communicate with others. she longed wanted a handphone but she does not have one.... even she have a handphone .... there is no one for her to cal ... no one to sms with... no one... her family consist of mum and dad hu are alway veri busy ... so wat she can do .... is everydae daydreamiin (like mii ) she think of a handphone.... then day by day pass ... the image of the handphone in her mind gettin clearer and clearer and soon to her shock... she discovered tat the handphone in her mind can be use just like normal phone ... the onli problem is she canot cal the real life phone but she can contact those ppl hu oso have the phone image in mind ....
one day , she received a cal from a guy ... they soon become good friends.... at the same time they discovered tat... their world only 2h diiferent .... they exchange their real world phone numbers.... which mean when the gal cal the guy ... she callin the guy hu is 2h after ... the one she had been tokiin to in the imaginary phone (canot understand den to bad.... my english poor duno how to explain )... they had been a verii close frenz ..... then one day they decided to meet ....
on tat day ....the gal went early... and waited ... suddenly a lost controlled car ran towards her ... she was shocked and did not noe wat to do ... just stand there blankly stariin at the car... just in the nick of tiimee... sum1 pushed her away ....
the gal looked at the guy ... lyiin on the floor with full of blood ... she walked toward him ... the guy cal her name ... she realised tat she is the guy who tok to her and accompany these few months .... she cried .... she asked why .... the guy smiled and said cos i wana be the one who protect u....den the ambulance came ... the guy was send to hospital... the gal folo... on the way to the hospital ... the guy told the gal to live strong .... he will always by her side... den he close his eyes and left the world... ...
the gal... cried miserably... and kept shoutin his name yet ... ther no miracle .... the guy had died.... aftertat she thought of sumtiimee she used the imaginary phone to call the guy hu is 2h before now where she is .... the guy answer the cal... the gal ask him where he is and tel him dun bother to come and meet her ... the guy ask why .... the girl say nth... is just tat she dunwan to meet anymore ....the guy insist on meetin her cos he know tat something bad should have happen to the future him therefore the gal dunwan him to come.... the gal panic and say ... pls... dun come ... if u wan ur life... cos... i will meet an accident... then u will save mii ... and u will die ...
the gal broke down again ....the guy stayed slient a while , he said nevermind since it is destiny tat i have to save u ... i will not regret ... i will save u even tat cost my life... After tat ... the gal heard the guy sayiin i saw u ... then suddenly ... is as if ... a video is being sent .... the gal saw the accident scene again ... she saw the guy pushiin her ( herself) away... her heart sank ... she asked again y... even u already noe u will die ... cos i love u... the guy said ... and suddenly the cal ended ... and no longer can get through anymore .... ... no longer....
Year after year , the gal started to change , she have a lot of friends ... she have a handphone in real life and did not wish to use the imaginary phone anymore ... cos is hard to forget the guy in her life ...
story end
fiinally type fiinish ... so long ... haiz...
i dreamt about you and me at 6:45 AM.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
2dae ... i fiinish moiii lit paper... is damn difficult... tis year i gt bad feelin 4 moii results... perhaps is time to have all moii bad luck.... sumtiime i real hope i fail badly so tat i can wake up and noe wat the meaning of hardworkiin....i hate watch cos it remind mii of time .... everything in the world are growin ... but as for mii... i alway think tat my world still the same... i alway on the same spot while other have move steo by step toward their goal.... haiz... is just my nature....
i dreamt about you and me at 1:28 AM.
Finally ... 2moro ... eoy start... poor mii din study much... nv... i gt pray god... hahas... Recently quite stress... everydae see xiiao guii ( jeffrey ) hu now my good friend keep studyiin and studyiin ... hahas... hui zin .... yesterdae ... pro lol... ps mii... and bring along Mr handsome (irritating , stupid , annoyin ) to study wit mii .... haiz... 4get abt it la...
note for sharon : i saw ur blog a .... i nth to sae but onli i love u ...
hui zin : y reject mii (jk )
crystal : jie ai shun bian for ur hp
xiao gui : jia you 4 eoy
(tommy )er jie : good luck 4 eoy
now i quite siian... wake up not long ago although i slept@ 11pm ... haaha
still hlpiin moii bro playiin maple.....
anywae.... good luck eveyone
i dreamt about you and me at 12:27 AM.