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Sunday, August 26, 2007

ya great... tml haviin exam...
n0w 2am i still haven slp...
n is down here bloggiin
dun0 what the hell i really wan...

sad to say i emoiin ...
maybe i am stress?
lol...
yup i cut myself again...
sry -.-
minor cuts so is nt a big deal...

i actually haven start studyiin
oya great u can say...
i feel tat i am so w0rthless n0w...
just a piece of junk....
wonderiin y my mum choose mii last time?
y dun just dump mii to HIM....
will my life be different....?

after some chats with some ppl...
on topic on sec 3... -.-
yup i can say.. life is tough for mii after sec 2 holidays...
everyting have change...
for example...
my grandpa died...
n i knew abt my dad cheated my grandpa 's money using my name for so many yr...
it was like...
i dun0 h0w to react for such news....
well indeed... my mum always tot i wont care abt HIM at all n0w...
i am numb ...
but in fact... i mind HIM a lot...
i just cant hlp thinkiin of him each time...
trust n betray...
suit the theme of MACBETH which i study for lit n0w...
my dad is just like Macbeth.... ruthess , n evil..
through him.. i knew what is HATE n dun easily trust anyone even is ur family...

blah blah.. watever la...
i just keep livin in the past i know..
tat y .. i always cant move forward to new life....
n0w O lvl comiin...
nt tat i nt worried at all...
i just dun0...
h0w to be damn nervous...
i had been through the worst...
as family is my top piority but our relationship sux...
therefore study seem like no longer important to mii..


i dun0 what i really wan...
i knew i keep repeatiin but.. just cant hlp it...
haiz...


world of my dreams...
my childhood n past is nitemare
my present life is sux..
my future has nth...

i dreamt about you and me at 10:45 AM.
Although you're not with me,
No one could ever replace you.
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