Now is 2.18am 29 april 2007HAPPY BDAE TO CLEVE....o.O angry? no ba... just weird feeling n0w... just feel tat no longer have the same feeling le ...recently wat happen?SYF we gt silver...well many ppl are sad... i am quite contended ba...at least the secondary onli gt RGS gt....so ... tat mean we only lose to 1 sch ^^...i now havin cough and flu..budden still eating oily food... spicy food...theref0re no voice again sad...exams coming... i still haven start to revise...dun0 when i can really sat my mind to study hard haiz...my maple is noob... but still tempt to play... wth....i bet tis time exam i sure fall great de...h0pe i can wake...my n0vel recently still haven started... just anlysis on char nia...haiz...hope can finish by end of yr ba...dun0 y... suddenly moody when i think of the past...and a bit hopeless for my future....world of my dream...ONCE I TOT LIFE IS EASYONCE I TOT I AM A PRINCESSONCE I TOT ALL MY DREAMS WILL COME TRUE
ONCE I TOT FAIRY TALES ARE TRUE
ONCE I TOT HOPES EVENTUALLY WILL BE GRANTEDHOWEVER THERE IS A THING CAL REALITYLIFE IS HARD
I AM NOT A PRINCESS BUT A WITCH
DREAMS DIN COME TRUE
FAIRY TALES CHEATED MII
HOPES GONE AND I FELL GREATLY....
i dreamt about you and me at 11:14 AM.
ytd after angklung damn tired... then dun0 bec0s of heat or stress ...i losing the control of my temper ....especially tokin to en... then she tok i bo song ><lol... then i went hm and IMMEDIATELYi SLP ....for 14h hahas... so song siia...today wake up still slppy ^^ i think my 14h slp fake de....recently... i dun0 y... just feel tat the world around mii ...seem far away...en n0w gt monkey.... nt tat i bo song they together..is i just feel tat i am losing her...she din realised tat she difting away frm friends....but well.... maybe just like she say ... when i have bf i oso lidaat so i no right to say her ba...jealousy?just to siian?stress?my own self gt prob?i oso dun0 leh....just n0w at hapkid0.... damn siianz....then i head a big news... ...canot say.... but feel tat unbelievable la....haiz....then gt 1 stupid pig tu shui on mii lol....go hell la...i said a lot times le....i hate sweat and tis kind of things....u only think i just joking...fucker... no one ever take my word seriously...my skin min gan...just like master say ... forgive but nt forget...i not to fussy or picky or i like to fight with s0meone..is just tat sometime... i oso gt thing tat i hate de....every0ne take mii happy go lucky character for granted...nah... dunwan say le... spoil my mood...tml i getting my bursary... ^^...planing to save them for my holidays... hahas...maybe some use to spend on books...and btw mother day c0miing... haiz...lalalaworld of my dream... i am disappointed..... cant think of anything else...
i dreamt about you and me at 4:23 AM.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Recently just gt my A math paper back...A bit shock tat i pass...(la0 g0ng go hell la look d0wn on mii )happi budden i nearly slap jojo tat dayshe fucking bitch laShe failed but gt a 14 then hz only gt 4she very bad sia still say she very honour to win hz...and say hz pathetic... fuck her lahope she fail her mid yr sia... see whether she still can be so CHEAP a not....i dun like ppl to say too bad thing tat will hurt my frenz...although there r many backstabbers round miibut i still treasure frenz de lol...i have been sitting with jojo 1 yr le...amazed by my gd temper sia...i still haven kill her..irritating bitch...dun say abt her la...spoil my mood...many things happened around miii just shut my ears up and mouth up...dun really n0e wat to do...a bit hopeless...dun wish to say more abt itor esle is my turn to be killed lol.. btw... a happy thing to share...i gt my hapkido blue belt la....i pass my test... yay... hahasi love kimchi !!.lalalalala....world of my dream... my story has started....in reality and dream world ^^
i dreamt about you and me at 3:53 AM.
o.O i suddenly discover i every post gt the word lazy hahas...yup i veri lazy... tat real... cant hlp...too long din blog le...c0s i think no ppl will ever read my blog.... tat book i said i wana write in the end fail my plan...so i n0w already plan another story le....a total of 10 chap....nv started to write out but gt some ideas le...hope to finish it by tis yr... ^^tml is sport day sure veri bolia0s. de haiz....In tis p0int of life of mine...i aM still unsure of many things...like my studies?my realationship with friends? family?BGR? ( think a lot on tat but it seem like i hate ppl being to close to mii so i no BF)geting a bit worried for myself....abt some prob tat happen in the past....i still canot forget but now nt tat depress liia0s.JUST numb.....time is fast to mii , every0ne seem to grow and mature but i struck ...GT TAT KIND OF FEELIN TAT I ALWAYS BE THE LAST i think too much i can say... but nt tat bad until i be crazyonly to the xstand tat i shout , cry, laugh, hit the wall , jump up and down did i sound tat i am crazy?haiz....i nid a direction guidei nid a touchi nid a mapto guide mii for my direction in lifeto light my wayto let mii n0e where am i actually in tis point of life
i dreamt about you and me at 6:54 AM.
