2dae went f0r drag0n boattiin in the m0rning ^^... it was very fun... stuipid cleve keep shakiin the boat... n splashiin water zzz then crystal scare until cry... n every1 wet until like goiin for a swim lidat... guess what? i found a CONDOM when i boatiin... swt... l0ls.....
after tat we bath... n went to east coast for bbq ... a bit siianz... hahas... buden quite enjoyable... ^^
then went hawker eat... n n0w slack at hm ^^ :P
world of my dream....... It has been for a yr since i last met u... tat day.... u asked for a break.... u told mii... u had fallen in love with san , my best friend. i tot u were tellin a joke... but ur expression told mii tat we no longer can be together.... i begged u... dun leave mii... but u just turn n disppear in my sight... without turning back .... i was left there cryiin so helpless.... i moved away frm tis city where i hold too much memories of u the next day... i wana hide frm u... n san... i dun0 h0w to face u 2... until... recently... i gt ur wedding invitation... i am finally back to tis city... but there isn't any weddin... but is san's funernal... ........................................................................................................... kim.... i am sorry... i gt knew of san's health condition just b4 tat day we break... doctor said she only left half yr life.... she came to find mii... n told mii she love mii... her only wish is to marry mii.... i cant reject her.... after n0eiin her condition.... i am selfish... sorry... i chose to hurt u.... tat day when we break,,, i saw the tears in ur eyes... my heart was veri pain... n started to hesistate again... h0wever... i still insist on breakiin up with u in the end... tat day... i din turned back to look at u at all.. c0s i dunwan u to see my tears i din0 tat u r so sad... until u chose to leave tis city... i tot i had lost u forever.... after u left... san n i started our new lifestyle.... she getting much happier... n had survive after the half yr... which doctor said... it was a miracle... many times i wanted to go find u... but...i cant... bec0s of san... after a few months ,we had planned to marry... but she left the world with smile b4 the weddin night... .................................................................................................................................
i dreamt about you and me at 7:48 AM.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Erm... abt my tagged board.... angelia... dun lame... really NO yuchi... tat kind of food lol...><... budden is quite fun la.. ^^ ty LOL..
Recently i still the same mii... just sumthing bhappen again... almost every holidays... i had a bad tiime with my family... same prob over n over again... so dun ask mii y le... ty fror all frenz who r concern... mii n0w still veri moody... well... tat my life..
my maple kana hack siia... heng my daughter nee... hlped mii alot... love her siia...muackz.... son oso... but sry for him... the hack scam him 60m+
Holiday Hw haven t0uch a single yet...mdm tok in hospital... most ppl say.. no nid do math >< i dun0....lalala...
my life now simply dead la.... everything i do seem so meaningless to my parents... they nv ever happy with mii.... i nth to say la... mii children... they adult... they sure win ma....
siian... really dunwish to say any other things..
world of my dreams........... too moody... hope... tis story i gona write wont be tooooo bad><
My world since tat day i was born is all darkness.... n on tat same fateful day...when i was born... my dad met an accident n die.. A rumour was spread tat i am born with cursed... my mum gone crazy when i was 7 yrs old... i knew she love mii lots... yet hate mii at the same time as she believed tat i cursed my own dad.... she scolded n critised mii everytime she saw mii.... n throw everthing she could reach toward mii.... i was veri scared.... n since i am blind.. i couldnt hide frm thoses things she threw... i had scars over my body... she left mii when i was 15....n i was adopted by a family.... the family had a son... we fell in love with each other..... he did not mind the fact tat i am blind...n abt the curse... he told mii... everyone has their own fate.... i am innocent... i shouldnt blame myself...for my parents death... however... after a few yrs... my adopted parents died...bec0s of the tsuamii when they went for the holidays... n yet... the air tickets is sponser by mii frm my 1st salary when i went out for work.... it was mii... to be responsible for their death... perhaps is my curse.... i can sense tat.... he was... very sad...confused.... is my fault... if it wasnt mii, his parents wont die rite? i am blind.... n useless.... n is a jinx...
i went to the seaside one day... the sound of the waves make mii feel calm... n safe.. a thought came in my mind.. i jumped into the sea... i head ppl shouting b4 i jumped... but is no longer important to mii in the same darkness... i felt someone pulled mii... then i ......
i woke up... in a hospital... i still alive?... after few days... i knew what had happened......
HE had folo mii to the seaside... HE was the one who had saved mii... yet... after i am safe.... a huge waves came... n he.......LEFT mii
i always wonder... y... i wonder he did hate mii not?
i am left alone with lots of questions unanswered..... but i treasure my life as... is him who exchange it for mii...
every sunday... u will see... a gal... who is blind but keep lookin far at the sea... tat gal is mii.....
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She came into my life... my heart pain when i saw her putting on an act to prove tat she is strong... i dun believe any curse... i only n0e she is the gal i love... n wana take care of for the whole life... my parents... died.... i knew she kept blaming herself.... i was veri confused...... but it wont changed the fact that i loved her.... we planned to marry soon... but i think it have to be postpone... i had bought a house.... the wall in the living room.... had a banner....which i desgined myself... it was wriiten ''LOVE U ALWAYS DARLING...'' She nv n0e tat as.. she cant see..............
i dreamt about you and me at 7:05 AM.
Friday, June 01, 2007
o.O change back le...believe mii is nt i lazy... is really tat time i cant blog T.T i knew... most ppl wont believe bec0s my bad lazy reccord >< hahs... recently nt much happen la... h0lidaes started !! but hw i still din do any... lalalas~~~ recently i hoping to clear my storage of books in my RUBBISH room but haiz... i realised i gt a lot of BOOKs until i dun0 wher on earth i can find a place for tham in my room... zzzzzz then veri s0ri... to say... my story i planned haven write -.- psps... so dun ask mii lalla~~~ in china maple forum ^^ i read a lots of stories ^^ n0w gt a lots idea on writing some stories le... but the prob is I AM LAZY >< haiz...
ermm... bad!! dun0 what to write le... hahas...
w0rld of my dreams ~~~ I am once a naive gal... who just think tat...everything is good... i am contented with just a smile from u... as long as u r happy ... i am happy... u may think tat i am just a little gal... like ur sis but u nv kn0w h0w much i love u... once tot tat we will alway be together... even in relationship as bro n sis... but... when tat day i saw u holdiin another gal's hand ... i knew my world is falling apart... ur smile no longer belong to mii.... i wish u to be happy... h0wever i am just a normal selfish gal who wan to be loved... jealousy make mii drifted away frm u... SINCE tat day... i no longer so easily pleased n happy.. . i rmb tat day when u married... u gave mii a cal... u said u wan ur most beloved sis... to share ur happiness... i broke my promise... i din went for ur weddin.... as i realised the feeling of the mermaid...
IT IS SO BITTER TO SEE THE PERSON U LOVE GETTING MARRY AND YET THE BRIDE IS ANOTHER GAL...
i had nv wan to be ur sis... u nv understand mii... u alway think i am just a little gal... in fact i'm not... u alway asked y i seem so happy... i just say tat i am happy-go-lucky but i knew the reason is my love is with mii... we shared every tears n joys together for years... n0w tat u married... i knew the person who stayed with u for the rest of ur life... NV EVER be mii... the person who share ur tears n joy NO LONGER be mii... the person u loved most NV HAPPEN to be mii...
It is hard to breathe as every breath i breathe in.... is bitter as it prove to mii...i cant live without u....
psps... for all broken eng... dun complain... i gd in chinese nt eng... all direct translate nia... just a moment... dun think u cute by askiin mii who tat guy ... tis above thingy is just 1 small part summary of the story i am writing... hahas... :P
i dreamt about you and me at 5:05 AM.
Although you're not with me,
No one could ever replace you.
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Witch Sweet 17
23 October 1991; Scorpio Republic Poly ; DHHM Single EMO
