Tuesday, November 27, 2007
DID A TEST TO SEE HOW I FEELING NOW ~TIS IS THE RESULTS~You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.Matters have not gone well for you. You are experiencing severe stress trying to guard yourself from further disappointments. It would seem that all of your hopes and dreams have not been realised and you are now beginning to doubt yourself. You no longer wish to be further advised by anyone and you insist on going it alone - to control your own destiny. Even though deep down you doubt whether things will get better in the future you have one consolation - and that is that they couldn't possibly get worse. Unwilling to give up anything that you possess, you are looking for some sort of security as a protection against any further setback or loss of position and prestige. You are so negative that you tend to exaggerate your problems and refuse to accept any advice from so called well-meaning friends.Sometimes one fears that its not worth formulating new ideas and projects because whatever you seem to have done in the past has never worked out and you are tired of, as they say, banging your head against a brick wall. No one seems to care. So now you are trying to get away from it all by withdrawing into a 'fantasy land' but unfortunately 'fantasy land' is just that and sooner or later you will have to return to reality so why delay the inevitable? When you do return, you will find that the situation is not as tough as perhaps you thought it was. w0rld of my dream~i think is pretty true . on wat i doiin n h0w i feeling n0w ..haixx
i dreamt about you and me at 10:52 AM.
JUST LET MI DIE .SUAN LEI dun0 y .recently keep tinkiin of someone ~ just simply cant get him out of my mind...it make mii feel really veri pek chek n sad.y cant i just forget him .since we have nth to do with each other.I'm just a fool.getting more n more confused.more n more emo .haixx.erm . everyday go gl .kinda siian le.seem like ~i nt craving for audi so much le.haixx...n0w look at my family .i oso siian.dun0 h0w to face them .w0rld of m0ii dreams ~人生當中有幾千幾萬個過客.偏偏我腦海里不停閃過你的身影.這代表什麼?不管怎樣 , 我只知道我是個沒勇氣的人.我不敢去探索自己心理到底在想什麼,只希望我能儘快忘了你.
i dreamt about you and me at 9:52 AM.
Sunday, November 25, 2007
I AM SO DEAD !NOTHING TO POST ANYWAY ~w0rld of moii dream~i dun0 y .i am so moody n0w.tinkiin of something or wat .bec0s of who...haixx..confused T.T
i dreamt about you and me at 3:10 AM.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
dots !my com is rather laggy n0w.haixx.hahasytd went steamboat !with er zi ( jason n alex ), uncle liye . n a pig ( freddy )actually suppose to be a LOT of ppl...dun0 y ...when i went to marina there -.-only see tis 4 pathetic souls -.-btw .. i am late...mit 6pm at marina bay ..but i wake ay 5.30pm -.-guilty miianyway ...i saw my pri sch classmate -.-at 1st din notice...then i hear ppl shout behind -.-MACPHERSON PRIMARY SCH!WAT CLASS ?6/1so i turned -.-zzzzLOLSwhen we reach the steamboat place ...rather a kuku place lol...food quite nicejust tat .. we suffer injuries -.-1st victim is jason...the BBQ de butter ....h0w to say -.-it fly !!the shoot jason ...then jason was shouting non stop -.-hahas...then uncle scold himif u r a man ... then quit shoutingthen jason repky back -.-u think man wont feel pain ...man wont shout ah -.-dots ahas.alex was the safest ppl -.-he still can laugh non stop...so the butter seldom fly to him...i think 1 or 2 times NIA!i eat until i am veri veri veri full.!then we headed to bugis ...watched movie ( enchanted )erm... funny , nice , romantic -.-hahas...then fred had to leave us le ..c0s he stay at woodland wahahathen we headed to gl...n mit up with enthe super sotong -.-NO $$ still wana take cab ...in the end is i pay -.-kns la...then er zi dota ...mii n en slack slack with papa n chen hao...after tat.. went 7-11 buy food...then er zi left le...btw tian rong oso with us a while ytd...then mii n en , chen hao n papa cab to find xia ping...cab fare xp pay de =preach hm at 6am+zzzlol..lazy to typ e =)world of my dreams ~dun wish to tink abt anything else right n0w =(
i dreamt about you and me at 2:21 AM.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
ytd went shopping with tin n per -.-LOLS.they late siia...KNS...we went bugis , then to suntec , then marina square... then back to suntec then bugis...pretty lame siia...then we went gl....larry went for bowling competition ...
then at nite tian rong n his bro oso come gl -.-^^then we play audi ...at around 3am+ ...tian rong de bro .... cycle mii hm...wahaha...cool siiahe my bf le...set le ^^BEST FRENZ -.-LOLthen we ton until 5am at my hse there nia...
c0s we nid go church today...
actually i shld be miting tian rong 6am+ deeat breakfast...but we overslpt...so in the end mit 8am+then cab to woodland...mii , shawn n per 1 cab larry , tian rong n tian rong didi.. 1 cab....service... boring as usual ...
i din go cell gp... c0s suddenly moody...then w0rst SOMEONE ... or shld i say PIG !!i go woodland find him...he wana go amk ...wth ....he better dun say i ps him le...each ppl 1 time.. fair le...i dun owe him -.-then larry come n fetch mii go GL....then blah blah blah...lazy type ...haixx...anyway ...recently too many things happen...i bec0me veri emo le...world of my dreams.~~
DO U NOE TAT I LIKE U ?
i dreamt about you and me at 11:05 AM.
Friday, November 16, 2007
DOTS !
recently happen too many things le...
i duno h0w to react ...
just feeling super dead ...
haixx...
dunwan say much le ...
siian
let let mii calm dwn tis few days.~
FREDDY !!SRY FOR THE PS LASRY!!!!!TY FOR U ALL DE CARE N CONCERN!!SRY TAT I AM SUCH A USELSS PERSON !!world of moii dreams ~i am dead
i dreamt about you and me at 12:46 AM.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
LOL!!!IS LIKe FINALLY LA!!WE MET UP with LARRY they all....LIKE MIA LIKE TAT...zzzHowever they late for 1h ...dunwana say le...went mindcafe....quite interesting place...but the food is super exp...n stupid larry today dun0 eat what wrong medicine....i kana bully like hell....zzzzzthen after tat .. went slack slack , pool ...lol...en went hm at 11...early...then mii at 1+then the rest of them go kovan ...LOL...tis post super short cutworld of my dream~~i am living in dreams tat u make for mii
i dreamt about you and me at 9:56 AM.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
n0w is 9am+
i just reach hm frm ECP...
LOLS.
LONG story siia...
went grandlink ...
then hang out with xia ping they all...
still the same...
5 guys 2 gals...
but different guys ~~
wahaha....
nt larry they all le...
c0s they all ...
lata afternoon then mit =p
i so tired n0w...
but cant slp...
siian
is rather different when hang out with both gp...
larry they all ...
everything...
gal pay half oso...
-.-
xia ping they all...
eveything guys pay ....
gentlemen siia...
btw...
i gt a new papa....
^^
a veri handsome n cute de...
hahas
haixx... n0w seem like we have drifted away frm larry they all...
zzz...
n changiing new gp siia...
siian....
larry they all...
alway dun0 they wan mit a nt ....
haixx....
n a big note...
i everytime put larry they all...
nt bec0s i like larry HOR!!
is bec0s ...
too used to say larry as LAO DA le...
so pls pls dun misunderstand
=p
world of moii dream~~
thinkiing of something ~~
i dreamt about you and me at 5:28 PM.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
I did a test ... LINK taken frm hz blog =)THE result :Get to know yourself betterYour view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
i dreamt about you and me at 9:31 AM.
tml ss n bio paper -.-
n0w is 12am
i haven study
wtff??
haixx....
ytd i gt a big bump on my head !!
pain until i cry....
then stupid shawn witness the process of my head knockiin the pole -.-
LOL....
then he keep laughing !!
then larry they all came n rubb my head....
dun0 is hlp mii or makiin my hair more messy ...
stupid larry press so hard ...
though is hlpiin mii...
but is pain like hell LOL....
is my head leh !!...
nt squeeze ball ...
until n0w i still pain leh .....
today erm... went library a while ... nv study -.-
zzz
lol
went gl...
nv play...
bec0s of mei..
dun0 him la...
everytime lidat...
only n0e h0w to make us tulan nia...
haixx...
then shawn -.-
i dun0 did he take wrong medicine a not ...
siia0s. de ...
keep targeting mii ...
pathetic mii...
justin -.-
my beloved pillow...
but hor...
i n0w dun dare to even talk to him -.-
zzzz
larry -.-
zzz.... keep hiting my head ..
T.T pain la !!
enen -.- today is sotong...
overslept for church ...
n gt a secret
=)
then slack a while n go hm le...
n0w raining heavily.....
the sound of the rain ....
make mii rather sad....
world of my dream~
i treat u as a frenz? or someone i like?
i treat u as my dream guy ? or just some stranger ?
i treat u as my family ? or nobody?
i dreamt about you and me at 7:49 AM.
Saturday, November 03, 2007
i having a bad flu....ytd really shldnt go out....i tears in the lan shop for 2h ?zzheadach....then n0w no voice -.-ytd still hang out with shawn , tian rong , en to 6am+ -.-zzzzzzztoday cant even go out le...1st kana scolded like siia0s.2nd .. i step out of the hse ... maybe fainted -.-LOLhaixx...O lvl dieiing le...world of my dream ...haixx....i had a nice dream ~
i dreamt about you and me at 4:02 AM.
