Wednesday, December 26, 2007
SIIAN!!i am such a failure...feeliing tat... i am always kana forget , kana dump n kana ps de...regardless in my hse or outside...my parents just beiing bias towards my bro.then frenz keep showiin attitude..so wat damn u all wan mii to do...so tat u all can be happy?TELL MII LA !!haixx...Feeling so hopeless ~~fuck up.w0rld of moii dreams~dun wana care anyting le.
i dreamt about you and me at 10:49 AM.
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
HOHOHOX"MAS~~!!DOTS!!hahas.enen all along plan until nice nice...say wat .. wif xp.. or ah lun...-.-in the end ...we spent the X'mas eve...wif er zi...n her friend !!DOTS~~n guess wat we did?lan for 4hrs +then go walk geylang to hunt for food -.-then sit outside gl til morning then go hm.faint..zzzzzzsuper no life lol.btw...so funny ...many ppl say mii n er zi is couple ..DOTS..hahas.even enen de friend oso keep sayiin.si bei lame ...then si enen keep askiin y nt we tgt -.-faint la...i tink she hope for dasao n meifu too much le...so must as well matchmake mii n er zi...LOL.anyway.. i just wake ...i only slp 10h nia...haven eat ...world of moii dream~someone promised mii , if we last to chirstmas , he buy mii a ring ..but haixx..LOL...nvm le...tink through le...n i am fine =P
i dreamt about you and me at 2:59 AM.
Friday, December 21, 2007
FINALLY .MII N HIM BREAK LE.LOLNEAR CHRISTMAS~HAIXX.I was playiin at royal then i receive his sms.we break ba.then i reply .kk.so lidat finish le.LOLS.i am a proud gal perhaps.i nv ask the reason.i tink is feeling fade le ba.lol.nvm la...i am a happy little witch =pworld of moii dreams~i wont cry .i promised.i will still be happy.just nt now.nt really in the mood.haixx..
i dreamt about you and me at 9:15 AM.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
finally after so long.i'm back to update ~Recently gt many things happen.i rather lazy to update.oso nt veri in the mood la ~wat to say neh ~1stly...enen recently went to msia...after missing her for a few daes.she is back wif present..which i tink dun even w0rth $0.50.but she said is abt $5 -.-a handbag which suit 5 yrs old gal??faint.though is the thoughts tat count -.-but really hope she bring something w0rth memorable de.Then ~ erm ~2ndly ~ xiaping gg to NS camp tml.gt 1 week wont see him ... miss ya =p3rdly .oya Er zi went hong kong.he so fortunate ~haixx...see la ..only mii so ke lian struck in sg....btw.. he already back in sg oso...haha4thly.my jie went for trip ...wont be seein HIM on9...i oso miss HIM a lot !!5th.!!!!SOMEONE KEEP FLY MY PLANE !!GIVE MII EXCUSES !!I DUN REALLY WANA CARE HIM LE.I GT STEAD = NO STEAD.HE ALMOSTLY TREAT MII AS INVISIBLE.THEN GIVE LAME EXCUSES -.-DUN WISH TO ELABORATE .HAIXXX.still gt a lot things la.. lazy to type...ERM today ...i slp until 3pm ~bf called mii... to go gl..but i still slppin -.-so i say lata ...in the end i slp til almost 7pm -.- faint!then went gl find bf n pillow.btw .. my bf is edmund , pillow is tin .physco them go xp de shop play since xp last day .. gg to NS camp le.but i din play .so sit outside chattin wif ah lun.then suddenly hor ...HE n chen hao .. whole big gp appear ~swtt..HE STILL SEEM TO BE VERI COLD TO MII LOL.SO I NV CARE HIM OSO.DIN EVEN BOTHER TO TALK TO HIM !I EVEN WENT BACK TO XP SHOP.SEE BF THEY PLAY AUDI.then too siian .i went to 7-11.then suddenly chen hao cal mii.say HE( long ) gt thing to tell mii.the HE ask mii wana go watch movie wif them ma...then i say sui bian lol.reach hm at 12+early hor ~c0s only go watch movie nia.total 8 ppl.zan qiang send mii hm de.LOLSS.haixx. x'mas comiin .siian .~dun0 who i am spendiin wiif?w0rld of moii dreams~If u love mii .then can stop giving mii lame excuses ?sometime cold to mii lidat.kns...do u think i really mind tat whether u gt $$ a nt.?kao .i really dun wish to care anymore.pek chek leh ~
i dreamt about you and me at 10:43 AM.
Monday, December 03, 2007
I am a fool~somehow i n0e we wont last .i dun0 i like him a nt .just n0e tat i am happy when tgt with him.h0wever , he oso said we wont last.For mii , i dun like to hope for tings tat r unsure or untrue~so i nv tink of future.Even when he ask.what i wana for chirstmas.i say anything.c0s i dun tink we can last til chirstmas~n i dun like to hope too high.i dun wish to put in too much feelings in tis relationship.thus everyting he ask.i say sui bian.dun0 wat i really wan oso.He oso kn0w tat himself is those 3 min guy.thus he everyday tell mii tat he love mii. but only for the day he tell mii...c0s we both unsure of future.change in heart .confirm will.just hope nt too soon...c0s we n0w still quite happy with each other.
my frenz r more important than him.
such as enen , jason ( the gp ) , larry (the gp ), etc
c0s... tis relationship wont last.. ( 101% )
but i n0e frenz r foreva by my side .
i often like to tell myself.
everyting is fine with mii..
as long as ppl around mii r happy.
i really wonder .
wat if i really break dwn someday.
haixxx..
world of moii dream ~~
I may love u n0w.
u may love mii now.
but nt for long time .
but nt for forever.
just simply now .
change of heart may occur just as soon as tml or next min.
but no matter wat , we still will be happy carry on our lives.
i dreamt about you and me at 11:17 AM.
Saturday, December 01, 2007
HE IS A FOOL .BENDAN BENDAN BEANDANNid mii say so clearly meh?
u tis idiot!
go die better la...
n somemore keep jealous over small matters...
happy bec0s i n0e u ZAI YI WO
angry bec0s u r just unreasonable n TOOT !
DUN CALL MII LAO PO IF U DUN UNDERSTAND MII LA.
GO BANG WALL BETTER.
SO TOOT!
I GIVE UP LA.
TALK TO U , MY LIFE WILL SHORTER BY 10 YEARS.
I AM A GAL LEH ~
NT AS THICK SKIN AS U !
SUA!
world of moii dream ~
s0meh0w feeling so weird ~
i dreamt about you and me at 5:21 PM.
