Thursday, February 28, 2008
FINALLY~my com fixed =p$$ gone T.Tanyway~ytd went out wif jason er zi...actually is ming kor kor de...but...i wake up late..he wait mii til he slp oso...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzthen dunwan go le...sori siia~~went to ps there~watch L change the world ~niceee =pthe little boy ( near )sooooooo cute ~L so cooooooooooooooool!!!!!!!wahahas~btw... we gt play acarde b4 the movie...play time crisis~ i won most stage ~whee~~n the dance de thing...so funny la.. we 2 -.-quite a fun day =p=pthanks er zi...recently wat happen leh~~1st- xp went back to china~2nd- a lot of relationship probss~ ( dunwana elabortate )3rd-i gg to RP ( woodland !!! siian liia0s. )4th- enen gg to simei ite ( SO NEAR !!)5th-haixxx nvm .. dunwana say ~cya ~~
word of moii dreams~somehow~i just cry n cry ....I cant get u out of mind...avoid seeing u is a best choice...now that i know u hate mii...i am hurt as i nv forget u ...the days u r once gd to mii...it seem to be illusion ~haixxx....hope we nv nv nv meet again...all the best to u....no nid to stab mii... i will nv bother u ...NV!
i dreamt about you and me at 2:45 PM.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
為什麼人活著在這世上那麼累?
為了生活,感情,學業,事業,人際關係,等等的事情,幾乎每天在煩惱.
有時,我真想直接了結自己的生命算了.
我不想再面對任何壓力或煩惱了.
我好累,好累.
o 水準的成績放榜的那天,我就已經近崩潰了.
有時人走錯一段路,就很難再回頭了.
自己因好玩,差點把自己的未來賠上了.
那我就算死了,也活該.
近來,我走的每一段路,都似乎是錯的.
無論是在學業,生活上,甚至是自己的情感的道路,都讓我走得非常辛苦.
我已漸漸失去理智了.
我似乎不再像以前一樣,那麼容易的滿足,那麼容易的快樂起來.
不過,我那自小養成的驕傲還在.
讓我不至於做出什麼丟臉的事,讓人見笑.
我自己的脾氣我清楚的很.
我脾氣是挺暴躁的.對人對事.
平時,忍忍就算了.
忍無可忍時.我絕不會是低頭的那一方.
我脾氣挺倔的.
最後,我也常後悔自己太衝動.
但後悔沒用,所以我選擇硬著頭皮繼續往前走.
近來,生活中有太多的不愉快.讓我覺得疲憊不堪.
事業有些不順心.
家里的氣氛鬧得很僵.
情感就算了.還是交了白卷.
應該說多了紅色的叉叉,總之還是不及格就對了.
人際關係嘛....
還不錯啦.
在找尋活下去的理由.
感覺有點悲哀.
我一直再胡思亂想中.
真希望自己瘋了.
真的好累,好累.
i dreamt about you and me at 1:23 AM.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
"HAPPY'' VALENTINE DAY!!I AM DEAD!!!I AM UNWANTED~ LOLS!although i single n HAPPY...but nt counted on valentine day~i am now soo -.- siian 1/2 la!!world of moii dream~USLESS MII!i wont say i cant live without u ...but i cant find happiness since u left mii ~!
i dreamt about you and me at 9:56 AM.
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
HAPPY NEW YR!!!Been a while since i last update .LOLS. c0s internet sudden breakdwn T.TRecently happen a lot tings.1st- Happy belated bdae to enen jiejie =p=phaixx... the 1st day ... i am sry tat the celebration is a failure...but 2nd day we did have some fun =p=pU OLD LE !!2nd- ming kor went back china le !MISS HIM!!He called mii the day when he reached china -.-FONE BILL AH !!3rd -I AM TERRIBLY SICK NOW~OH GOD LA!NEW YR LEH!!4th-oya!! O lvl result!!tat was OMG!!disappointment!! sad!!haixx...almost killed myself la tat day ~heng ming kor went dwn ECP straight by cab n stop mii -.-swtt swtt...THANKSS!!!!!!!! TRUELY GRATEFUL TO U !!dun0 wat to say le leh~haixx!feeling sick n moody n0w~tinkiin of someone ? something ?freak mii...shit la!! haiixxworld of moii dreams~WHAT FOR ???JUST A STEP ??I KNEW I NV REGRET!!BUT Y I MAKIIN MYSELF SO MISERABLE??FREAK MII !DUN EVEN NOE WAT I AM TINKIIN !!I AM JUST FCUK UP CURRENTLY ~HAIXX!!!
i dreamt about you and me at 9:20 AM.
