Bdae boy
Meiling =))
Mii n jo...
jo wat u doin worx?
16 jan - enterprise so siian ~
went shoppin at ps wif jo..
bought quite lot of things..
17 jan - happy bdae wen qing...
after work went movie wif him...
gave him bdae bash =x
hahas...
ong bak nt nice de...
18 jan - work lol
supper wiff meiling n her laogong...
19 jan - went out wif jo n yummy..
shopshop shop!
world of moii dream~
things getting clearer =))
i dreamt about you and me at 6:29 PM.
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Lazy to update pic....
FINALLY PASA MALAM IS CLOSED...kinda miss workin there wif meiling.... =((ytd is a long day..i skip schmorning went tamp wif meiling...then went hm...went cine wif daph darlingwatched bedtime story...NOT NICE de =((then went bugis get my pay...still broke =((cos pay lappy installment....then reach hm 11pm+went out again wif yumi n her frenz..went ecp lol..1st time on bike..quite ok la...but duno where to hold...I CANT be huggin the guy rite?n i gt a scar... stupid bike...reach hm 5am+din slp jiu go sch soon le..=((power miie..cos gt cog UT...but wakaka i zhao cls...went marina sq kbox wif yummy n jojo ^^hahasSING!!reach hm...fucking tulan..i told my mum i will go hm eat...but she nv leave for mii...haixx...btw... i self declared bck single....u still gt cheek to ask miie y ...u been skipin sch.. i oso...n we NV meet up...worst.. u din bother to even msn or sms miie?FUCK YOU....i guess we r nt meant to be tgt...i told u im demanding...i wan a bf tat can pei mii n care for mii...NOT LIKE YOU!!world of moii dream~gd! u finally rmb miie... n sms mii...2 weeks lea...so bo xim..still say is my fault...kiam pa ah ?i say u so long nv msg mii i tot u dead le...-.- u so lame...say i miss u til dead oso...LOL..u win lol...
i dreamt about you and me at 5:50 AM.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Feeling much better ... =))but still pain..having to camp at hm 3 days =((cant get out of bed... realli zzz...I DUNO WHY RECENTLY SO MANY PROB...
1st - crystal is i too childish can ?shldnt say... u treat bf more important ...so whatever shyt...i just feel left out can ?i tat day oso quite moody..i really wana go movie... dunwan go hm..u dunwan jiu suan le... is i nt good euff to be a caring sister for u...2nd - TLPG...SRY FOR HOLDING on to jason ng...YES.. i shld correct my behavior...so i will stay away from u guys ( especially jason ng )if u feel tat.. tat day count dwn i molest u or whatever im sry...i din really mean to do anything to u ...hope u dun get wrong idea....THX FOR FREDDY TO CORRECT AND REMIND ME!!3rd - himSO what are we?u wan miie be attached but u cant give miie any promises...so might as well i put my status as UNWANTED...but u insist u din say u dunwan miie...so what the point of keep telling me...n u din show u really care...the feeling u gave really same as XXXwhy i feel so hard to communicate wif u ?im really tired~world of moii dream~crap !2 weeks le.. 1 kuku oso bo msg miie le..y i miss him ?haixx...CRY CRY CRY
i noe im being useless~
otther than cut myself n cry ...
what can i do ?
im just useless~
i dreamt about you and me at 9:30 AM.
Start sch le =(
mon-wed
i 4.30pm off sch jiu went tamp pasa malam to work
tired...
ytd thur.. frm 3pm start to have gastric pain..
actually going out wif auggy but im too sick le..
sry...
thx forr the present anyway...
ytd 3pm - 12am+ i keep in pain...
then reach hm ..
on bed keep cryin..
in the end really buay tahan ...
went see doc...
bill $118..70 =((
due to irregular meal...
my gastric have serious prob ...
today din go sch...
whole day on bed =((
still pain...
haixx...
no ppl care oso ...
world of moii dream~
why no ppl care?
I shouldnt change my mind...
shldnt have any hope...
ii feel like dying... so painful...
i dreamt about you and me at 7:11 AM.
Recently keep workin...12pm-11.30pm at pasa malam..im goin to die ...haixxx..ytd cried til 1am then reach hm...swollen eyes ...why everything changed?i duno i duno =xFeel the temptation to see blood again.. ah!!I wan movie...I just wana spend more time...I just...suan le...I should go die..Today work again...suddenly feel so lost...thx daph darling for come fetch miie hm...world of moii dream~ah! why him"?can 2 ppl from different world tgt?why again im stuck...why him????
i dreamt about you and me at 9:03 AM.
Happy NEw Yr!! 2009
mii zilian =p i love tis pic
TLPG =p
my 1st meal on 31 dec n last meal of 2008
Icy frenz de T-shirt
I duno who him ... but lookiin quite cute =p
witchy on icy lap.. zilainin
^^
I bought tis guy Tshirt ... for someone =x
o.O
stupid rain!
where i stopped?
ok...
28, 29 , 30 of dec im workin...recently at tamp de pasa malam..lookin like a auntie !!LOLS.31 decmeet up wif FTB went countdwn wif TLPG...detail.. go see other ppl blog i lazyTHX MILO FOR THE WITCH HAT
I LOVE IT!
1 jan .. suppose to go out wif darling..
but she cant make it...
went out a while to chinatown n im back...to rottin
today ^^ work again.. so tired...
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So fast 1 yr had past~I think i did nth at all ...playing my 1 yr away...shyt...then emo for half a yr for nth -.-Well , new yr .. new chapter of my life should begin...world of moii dream~disappointed =xI WONT CARE ANYMORE...FUCK UP...
i dreamt about you and me at 8:35 AM.
Bdae boy
Meiling =))
Recently keep workin...
mii zilian =p i love tis pic
TLPG =p
my 1st meal on 31 dec n last meal of 2008
Icy frenz de T-shirt
I duno who him ... but lookiin quite cute =p
witchy on icy lap.. zilainin
^^
I bought tis guy Tshirt ... for someone =x
o.O
